Deuteronomy 2:3 says, " You have circled this mountain long enough. Now turn north." That verse hit me like a ton of bricks after I discovered it in one of my favorite "Jesus books", as I like to call them. All the things I'd been struggling with in life were irrelevant after this discovery. I knew at that moment it was time to whole heartedly make a change.
Without going into detail, (I do keep some personal things to myself) I can proudly say I have been going strong since then. I've had a few slip ups, but He lead me right back on track. Those of us who have experienced such a time of triumph, especially a triumph led completely by God, know that this is the prime time for the dang devil to come and try to steer us back down the path of destruction.
He knocked on my door for about a week straight, and it seemed like every day the pounding would get stronger and stronger. I'd fight back by simply sitting and praying, knowing that God would take care of me. Though the devil isn't the easiest thing to conquer, I persisted and finally during BCM on Wednesday night, I felt the release that he had given up. Unfortunately, I know he'll try and come back.
Since my life is on this awesome track, I'll have to constantly be prepared for the next thing that tries to destroy me. Whether it be the devil or my biology class, I'll prevail. I have the strongest of the strong on my side. As for my journey, I'll continue to go north, full speed ahead. Not saying I won't have the occasional sway to the east or west, for those falters are what make the race to the top far more gratifying. When life causes me to wanna flee south, I remind myself "And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us. And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?" The answer is nothing, nothing can stand against us. Go out there and start your journey north. Keep Him by your side and your eyes set forward, nothing can get in your way.
Hi! I did a google images search for Internet Safety cartoons, and landed on your blog. Since you helped me with a good cartoon (the dogs on the internet), thought I'd just write an encouraging note.. (and no, I'm not a dog).
ReplyDeleteFrom the few entries that I read, you are clearly an open, honest person. Stay encouraged in your faith walk. I'm 10 years removed from college, but I clearly remember the struggles of trying to find who I am, what God's plan was for me, and where exactly I fit in the world. Our walk with Christ is not always easy, but it's ALWAYS an adventure, and I have every confidence that He's going to give you what you need - TODAY, and twenty years down the road.
And yes, there MAY be days when you miss a devotion time, or forget to pray. And while I hope those days are few, remember the Grace that Christ gives us.. that Grace empowers us to get up the next day and try again. There will also be those who challenge your faith and get you to question what you believe. When that happens, find a pastor or good friend (who's a Christ-follower) who is willing to pray with you and help you process things.
Anyway.. I'm done blabbing. Thanks for sharing your thoughts.. you are very transparent and well spoken!
God bless you!
Our God is an Awesome God
ReplyDeletethank you so much! When I read your comment, it made my day, maybe my month. your encouraging words are great fuel to continue to write. I really appreciate your kindness, very very much. thanks again :)
ReplyDeleteThis is truly the best post you've written. Good job!
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